Sometimes it’s embarrassing to talk to You; to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through this version of myself I try to hide behind. I’ll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified. And sometimes I’m so thankful for Your loyalty - Your love regardless of the mistakes I make will spoil me. My confidence is, in a sense, a gift You’ve given me and I’m satisfied to realize You’re all I’ll ever need. You looked into my life and never stopped and You’re thinking all my thoughts are so simple but so beautiful. And You recite my words right back to me before I even speak. You let me know, I am understood. And sometimes I spend my time just trying to escape. I work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to create space cause I want distance from the utmost important thing I know. I see Your love, then turn my back, and beg for You to go. You’re the only one who understands completely. You’re the only one who knows me yet still loves completely. And sometimes the place I’m at is at a loss for words. If i think of something worthy, I know that it’s already yours. And through the times I’ve faded and You’ve outlined me again. You’ve just patiently waited to bring me back. The noise has broken my defense, let me embrace salvation. Your voice has broken my defense, let me embrace salvation.